woot2~ saya bangun awal hari ni oke... tapi ade sebab. sebabnya kna jadi dulang girl untuk majlis ihtifal taski Angkatan Belia Islam Malaysia ABIM daerah besut 2010. hmm.. kalau ikutkan majlis ni yang tahun2 lepas punya bosan giler kut kecuali part persembahan budak2 taski.. tapi tahun ni semuanya berbeza. tempat berbeza, pengisian berbeza and vip pun berbeza.. tahun ni ABIM daerah besut diusahakan oleh orang2 muda..kiranya saf2 mama ngan papa dah tak ramai yang aktif.. dah tiba masa untuk alih kuasa i think...
seawal pukul 8.30 majlis dah bermula. tazkirah, doa dan ucapan yang berisi kuliah agama memang terbaiklah. susah nak jumpa kat majlis lain. selalunya ucapan perasmian is kind of boring kan.. n banyak unsur kipas mengipas, tapi ucapan tadi memang dah tukar majlis penyampaian hadiah kepada majlis ilmu. dengan slide2 tazkirah, kiranya memang tak sia2lah mak ayah bebudak tu mengorbankan hari rehat dorang untuk tengok anak dorang pakai jubah konvo walau masih berusia 4, 5 dan 6 tahun.
of the persembahan, seperti tahun2 lalu, tak mengecewakan. persembahan budak kecik kut. ape pun yang dorang buat kat atas pentas tu, tetap nampak comel je.. so these are fews of persembahan dorang yang sempat aku rakam tadi...
tapi dh x boleh upload gak.cess. t aku upload kt fb je lah.
first performance dorang nyanyi lagu ayah dan ibu.mereka sangat comel oke. memula sajak, pastu nyanyi. tapi part nyanyi pun bunyik cam baca sajak. haks~
pastu dorang nasyid 25 rasul and doa2 harian.. they are superb.
and last skali ialah lakonan di dalam kelas. the teacher is soooo shomel~yakin jek berlakon jadi cikgu..hihihi...
bila tengok budak2 ni semua kan, teruslah teringat masa dolu2.. having good ajaran agama since umur 4 tahun is actually a culture here in terengganu. i was taught the same way.. learn about doa masa umur 4 5 6 tahun, learn how to perform solat masa umur 7 tahun, start baca Quran besar masa umur 8 tahun and khatam Quran besar masa umur 9 tahun..we were taught that way. not my parents je..mak ayah orang lain pun macam tu.. here we view sekolah agama as the best school..but somehow, we change when we live on our own, when we are far from the family. tak cakap orang lain. me myself have changed a lot. but realize it sometimes dat dat was bad. astaghfirullah..try to change, and be better.. insyaAllah... but still we cant totally change ourself. just holding on to some good habits sebagai bekalan ke sana insyaAllah, be a good daughter, good fren, good student, good sister, baca Quran tiap2 hari or at least listen to it...
bila fikir benda camni, wajib teringat there was a moment i was sooooooo in the wrong way... praying for the rest of my life that i'll be forgiven by HIM.. alhamdulillah for making me as how i am.. for me to be able to think, to repent.. and to leave it and continue living.
we faced it then, we face the consequences now.. and after all, i only pray that i'll be able to bear and raise anak2 soleh dan solehah..amin... but u know wut?? people say dat we are as what our parents were in d past..meaning kita hari ni adalah mak ayah kita dulu.. and surprisingly i believe it.haha. so untuk dapatkan anak2 soleh solehah i should start from me myself lah kan.. sebab dorang akan resembles my past life in their future kan?? so it should start now. being good, searching a good partner insyaAllah...heee...
and talking about the partner... hmmmm... haha.. thinking bout freeing myself.tettttttttttttt.... weyh, banyak sangat membebel yek..
dah x boleh upload gak pun. aku sambung cerita je la ye.. it's the same thing actually.. terasa kejauhan... memang jauh pun.. i wonder, how people can be soooo sure that he can get the girl he wants by doing nothing to keep her. and i wonder why i can always think that.. ooo.. this is how it should be in islam, no cinta2 thingy, no rindu2, no sembang2 (till sometimes i dun even know him) but still i stay. sooooooooooooo weird. he must be so lucky or i must be stupid? i don't know. tapi itulah padahnya bila kenal family dia jugak, n dah masuk tahun ke4.. susah untuk quit. so, selamat meneruskan ape yang dah dimulakan je lah dengan hati yang tabah. fikir positif oke... things dat u hate now might turn to be things that u love most. hope this wak is included.
so this is ur dulang girl of d day~ hehe
yg ni xpaham sangat ape konsep die. snap je.
oke dah panjang.
stop dulu.daaaaaaaa
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